Time of Transition

Three months ago, I decided to start blogging. It only seemed appropriate since I thought it would be a great therapeutic way of jotting down many of my thoughts as a form of self-help in order to make it one day at a time.  There were many days I sat in front of my computer thinking "what should I write about today?" or "what am I thinking/ feeling??". But, nothing, would come. Started feeling, even though I am not much of a writer - could I possibly be experiencing "writers block"?!
And today, it hit me. I decided to start this blog with a one track mind.
When I decided to start blogging it came from a place where I was contempt where my life was at, exactly, in that moment in time. Not realizing that just because I may be happy right there and then, life will still throw odd balls my way and change the course of life itself in the blink of an eye.

Yes I am, still, very genuinely happy with the course that my life has taken.  Have I reached the total potential that my life is meant to reach??
NO!
But that is why life is a process of transitions.

Time after time we have to endure and undergo many events of transitions in our lives. Whether it deals with our daily occupations to personal relationships we have with others.  I've come to understand that life will give us those moments in time were our breath may be taken away.  Where at times, time itself, stops and we feel invincible.

But if I've learned anything, is that we have to be prepared to receive whatever life may throw our way and be able to bear with it just as if it were one of those very desired moments in our lives.
I understand, that MY happiness should no longer just be a state of mind but more of a self realization that YES I do deserve to be happy. But, also acknowledge, that at times life will get hard.  And that is when I have to take that happiness within me and invest on it so that at times of tribulations I can face them and overcome them. Even, with a tear soaked face, know that deep inside of me lies the true happiness of who I AM! And that at the end of every storm the sun always shines.

I'm just so blessed to have the people that I have in my life. It's funny how at times we feel like life may be against us. For instance, this weekend seemed like it was going to be a bust.  But thanks to those in my life who I can actually say are there for me helped pull thru.  I love how I have people in my life who just need to take a look at me and know that something is wrong. Those that forget about themselves for a minute to listen and are quick to give words of wisdom without judgment.  And those, who will say - get out of the routine that your life is, and just RELAX.  To you all, thank you for being part of what makes me smile... <3

OMG - i guess blogging was the next step..LOL

Hmmmmm so now that my life is run mostly thru my cell phone/ computer/ Gmail and/or Facebook it would only seem fitting that blogging would be the next step taken in this technological era of my life.

Guess this would also just be a quick, and maybe even therapeutic, way of getting off my mind some of the many crazy and random thoughts going on in my head..lol...But overall, I just want to take the time to sit down, write down my feelings/ thoughts and maybe, JUST maybe, help ME understand, and at times, help sort through this whole crazy journey call LIFE...

So here's a toast to ME and taking this whole journey of life to a new horizon and blogging...

Happy Blogging!!!